Decease

I’m constantly confounded
By our unavoidable 
Decease,

The vibrant eternal uniqueness,
Hot and impossible,

To nothing,
To one of several 
Cold boring urns,

A gathered firewood ablaze
To uniform and lifeless ashes
Just like all the other scattered heaps
In every other fucking fireplace.

I’m cast to wind like cloud of seed,
Bereaved,
And disappointed by death’s 
Refusal to be more creative.

This is the best 
The universe or god
Could do
Or chose to do.

I miss you
I miss so many. 
They never come again. 

- 4/5/25

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