She Laughs

She laughs
Although my joke
Is terrible.

The years
That scraped against me
Till I bled,
The years
Eternally
Against me,
Leaving me here.

She is grinning,
Sketching me
Inside her journal,
Promising to show me
One day.
The kernel
Goes into
The soil.

Patience,
Even of a farmer's toil,
Still I know so well.

- 3/31/26

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