The Other Side

I liked it on the other side,
The slyest smiles,
Slightly smudged remarks,
The bold abiding touches,
Nudges pressing skin to skin.

Now
I twist and spin myself acrobatically
To steal attention.
I've become automatically embarrassing,
A braggart bore who's unaware
Too much is far too much.

- 9/17/26

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